Post by mcharmed21 on Jan 6, 2005 0:37:57 GMT -5
Author: SoulessFreaks
A/N: A very short start, this is set between Chris-Crossed and Witchstock, mostly Chris angst.
"If I can't save you I swear to God I'll stop you" Chris said glaring at the baby that was looking up from him. When he looked at him he never saw the innocent child everyone else saw. He saw the killer that had just taken away the love of his life. Chris finally stopped looking at Wyatt. Leaving the room as it was getting harder and harder not to break down that very second.
He ended up orbing to Golden Gate Bridge as going to 'there spot' would be to much for him. Leo was right it was a great place to just come and think. Chris sat down, the engagement ring still in his palm He slipped the ring into his pocket. He couldn't get the image of Bianca's wound out of his head. Leaving her once was hard enough but leaving her to die, Why couldn't he save her.
Tears began to fall down his face. She was the whole reason he was here, to save the world so they could have a normal life. Well as normal as they could get, they would never be the white picket fence type of normal. Though the thought of a life with her, with out the constant fear and death was what kept him fighting every day.
She gave up , she had always been the strong one, the one who would keep going no matter how bad things got, and she gave up. He didn't want to think of Wyatt did to her, it wasn't easy to break some one like Bianca. It didn't matter now, because she was gone. She was dead he couldn't help but ask him self what was left to fight for..
Piper walked in to P3 it had been three days since Chris lost Bianca. She hadn't seen him in days, which was strange because she expected him to send her after demon after demon. She walked over to the backroom knocking on the door, when she heard nothing she opened it. Looking around there was a lot of empty beer bottles scattered around also a lot of screwed up paper. She bent down and picked up a piece of paper it looked like a time reversal spell.
"What are you doing here?" Chris asked as he saw Piper.
"Well it is my club" Piper replied. Chris just rolled his eyes as he walked away from her.
"So no demon hunt today?" Piper asked him
"Lets just wait for the demons to attack instead of looking for trouble" Chris said
"Who are you and what have you done with my white lighter" Piper joked
"Sorry for not being the psycho demon hunt" Chris said coldly
"You were the psycho demon hunter last week" Piper said
"Well I don't have any reason to be that psycho demon hunter any more" Chris said
"What?" Piper asked "What do you mean?"
"I mean this is a waste of time its a joke thinking I could change anything" Chris said
"So your giving up just like that" Piper asked him
"That's the plan" He replied.
"Chris you can't give up" Piper said
"Why not?" He said tears threatening to fall "She did she gave up on me on us and now she's dead, I'm just returning the favor" He said "The whole reason I'm even doing this was for her, now she's gone I failed her, what's the point now?" Chris said before orbing out
A/N: A very short start, this is set between Chris-Crossed and Witchstock, mostly Chris angst.
"If I can't save you I swear to God I'll stop you" Chris said glaring at the baby that was looking up from him. When he looked at him he never saw the innocent child everyone else saw. He saw the killer that had just taken away the love of his life. Chris finally stopped looking at Wyatt. Leaving the room as it was getting harder and harder not to break down that very second.
He ended up orbing to Golden Gate Bridge as going to 'there spot' would be to much for him. Leo was right it was a great place to just come and think. Chris sat down, the engagement ring still in his palm He slipped the ring into his pocket. He couldn't get the image of Bianca's wound out of his head. Leaving her once was hard enough but leaving her to die, Why couldn't he save her.
Tears began to fall down his face. She was the whole reason he was here, to save the world so they could have a normal life. Well as normal as they could get, they would never be the white picket fence type of normal. Though the thought of a life with her, with out the constant fear and death was what kept him fighting every day.
She gave up , she had always been the strong one, the one who would keep going no matter how bad things got, and she gave up. He didn't want to think of Wyatt did to her, it wasn't easy to break some one like Bianca. It didn't matter now, because she was gone. She was dead he couldn't help but ask him self what was left to fight for..
Piper walked in to P3 it had been three days since Chris lost Bianca. She hadn't seen him in days, which was strange because she expected him to send her after demon after demon. She walked over to the backroom knocking on the door, when she heard nothing she opened it. Looking around there was a lot of empty beer bottles scattered around also a lot of screwed up paper. She bent down and picked up a piece of paper it looked like a time reversal spell.
"What are you doing here?" Chris asked as he saw Piper.
"Well it is my club" Piper replied. Chris just rolled his eyes as he walked away from her.
"So no demon hunt today?" Piper asked him
"Lets just wait for the demons to attack instead of looking for trouble" Chris said
"Who are you and what have you done with my white lighter" Piper joked
"Sorry for not being the psycho demon hunt" Chris said coldly
"You were the psycho demon hunter last week" Piper said
"Well I don't have any reason to be that psycho demon hunter any more" Chris said
"What?" Piper asked "What do you mean?"
"I mean this is a waste of time its a joke thinking I could change anything" Chris said
"So your giving up just like that" Piper asked him
"That's the plan" He replied.
"Chris you can't give up" Piper said
"Why not?" He said tears threatening to fall "She did she gave up on me on us and now she's dead, I'm just returning the favor" He said "The whole reason I'm even doing this was for her, now she's gone I failed her, what's the point now?" Chris said before orbing out