Post by mcharmed21 on Jan 6, 2005 1:49:16 GMT -5
Author: Nightgirl
Disclaimer: I own neither Charmed nor this song.
Summery: How would you feel if your dad left you? Chris song fic.
Author note: I know not all the lyrics match but most of it does. The first time I heard this song I thought of Chris and Leo so I had to write this. I’m gonna say this takes place before Wyatt went all psycho ruler.
Good Charlotte
“Emotionless”<br>
Hey Dad I'm writing to you
Not to tell you, that I still hate you
Just to ask you how you feel
And how we fell apart how this fell apart
It has taken me along time to see that I don’t hate you. You just hurt me and I hated you for it. I wonder how we ever got to this point, were it all went wrong.
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down how do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're all right?
You left us all alone. Do you miss us while your Up There? Do you think about us? How could you have left us? You left your own family…does that matter to you?
We're alright
We're alright
We may not be perfect but we’re OK without you.
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life
It's not OK but we're alright
I will remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
Mom use to cry herself to sleep. We missed you so much we cried but you never came. You destroyed our trust and you’ll never get it back. I use to pretend to be like you, a hero. I learned many life lessons but I got through them all without you. Once upon a time you wrote to me now I’m writing to you.
The days I spent so cold, so hungry, were full of hate
I was so angry, the scars run deep inside this tattooed body
There's things I'll take to my grave, but I'm OK, I'm OK
The world changed and I changed along with it. There were nights that all I had was my anger to keep me going. I have done many things to survive in this world, where were you?
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life
It's not OK but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Sometimes I remember the good times we had but then you went away. Always choosing Up There over us and still you expect me to understand.
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
I'm still alive
Sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time I'll admit
That I miss you, said I miss you
Once in a while I forget the pain you caused us and remember that I love you.
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life
It's not OK but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
I look at this world a different way when you’re not here. I have changed into a different person but I thought you might like to know I’m OK. I have gone through so much in this life but I’m still your son and your still my dad.
And sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time I'll admit
That I miss you, I miss you...hey Dad
I have runaway from it so many times but the truth is I love you dad…and I miss you.
Disclaimer: I own neither Charmed nor this song.
Summery: How would you feel if your dad left you? Chris song fic.
Author note: I know not all the lyrics match but most of it does. The first time I heard this song I thought of Chris and Leo so I had to write this. I’m gonna say this takes place before Wyatt went all psycho ruler.
Good Charlotte
“Emotionless”<br>
Hey Dad I'm writing to you
Not to tell you, that I still hate you
Just to ask you how you feel
And how we fell apart how this fell apart
It has taken me along time to see that I don’t hate you. You just hurt me and I hated you for it. I wonder how we ever got to this point, were it all went wrong.
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down how do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're all right?
You left us all alone. Do you miss us while your Up There? Do you think about us? How could you have left us? You left your own family…does that matter to you?
We're alright
We're alright
We may not be perfect but we’re OK without you.
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life
It's not OK but we're alright
I will remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
Mom use to cry herself to sleep. We missed you so much we cried but you never came. You destroyed our trust and you’ll never get it back. I use to pretend to be like you, a hero. I learned many life lessons but I got through them all without you. Once upon a time you wrote to me now I’m writing to you.
The days I spent so cold, so hungry, were full of hate
I was so angry, the scars run deep inside this tattooed body
There's things I'll take to my grave, but I'm OK, I'm OK
The world changed and I changed along with it. There were nights that all I had was my anger to keep me going. I have done many things to survive in this world, where were you?
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life
It's not OK but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Sometimes I remember the good times we had but then you went away. Always choosing Up There over us and still you expect me to understand.
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
I'm still alive
Sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time I'll admit
That I miss you, said I miss you
Once in a while I forget the pain you caused us and remember that I love you.
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life
It's not OK but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
I look at this world a different way when you’re not here. I have changed into a different person but I thought you might like to know I’m OK. I have gone through so much in this life but I’m still your son and your still my dad.
And sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time I'll admit
That I miss you, I miss you...hey Dad
I have runaway from it so many times but the truth is I love you dad…and I miss you.