Shutting Out the World - (Finally Updated 24/06)

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Author: SoulessFreaks

Recap of somebody save me: Wyatt comes to the future to take away his 2 month old brother, though he gets side tracked toturing Chris it gives chris enough time to bind Wyatts powers and stop him for good. Leo also discovred Chris was his son.
Somebody Save Me

A/N: Well I realty got this up quick huh? Oh well I was inspired, Anyway this is a Sequel to "Somebody save me" You can try and read this without reading it, But I don't now how successful you'll be. Anyway this is going to be more about Chris' inner demons then anything else. I'm like that.

"Where's Chris?" Piper asked as she entered the kitchen.

"Big Chris or Baby Chris?" Paige asked

"Both" Piper said

"baby Chris if playing with his daddy and brother" Phoebe told her "Big Chris is at that book of shadows again"

"Again?" Piper said. "I need to talk to him" Piper said as she went upstairs.

"Do you think something is wrong with Chris?" Paige asked

Phoebe nodded "I think something happened with Wyatt" Phoebe sighed.

"Yeah" Paige nodded "I want to do something for him" Paige said feeling helpless.

"Me too" Phoebe nodded.

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"Chris?" Piper said as she walked into the dark attic.

"Hey mom" Chris said not looking up, Piper turned the light on. Chris looked up for a second giving Piper a look at his face. He was obviously hadn't had a decent night sleep in a month, he had bags under his eyes, looked skinner then usually and generally looked depressed.

"What are you doing?" Piper asked trying not to cry at the current state of her son.

"Demons" Chris said "Think I might of found the one who turned Wyatt" Chris explained.

"You've been saying that everyday for the last month" Piper said.

"I'm trying to save my brother here!" Chris snapped at Piper.

"Fine Chris" Piper said "But you need to sleep, you need to eat" Piper cried.

"I'm fine Mom, I'll sleep when I save Wyatt" Chris told her.

"So your doing that by killing yourself?" Piper asked her voice dripping with sarcasm.

"I'm not killing myself!" He screamed "Sorry if I don't have time so sit down and have a cup of tea" Chris said sarcastically.

"Chris?" Piper cried tears running down her face "Please, Just tell me what's wrong"

"God! nothings wrong just get off my back" Chris screamed at his mother

"I'll get off your back once I see you eat a decent meal" Piper told him.

"Sorry, Busy" Chris said now ignoring her. Piper looked as if she would breakdown at that point.

"Chris, Please?" Piper said her voice shaking with fear.

"What want me to find a problem so you can fix me" He said getting very annoyed. "Forget it, I'm out of here" Chris said as he orbed out.

Piper fell to the ground crying. That boy wasn't the son she knew, he was cruel and hated filled. Her son was caring even though he was an expert of hiding it. She didn't know what happened, He didn't know who made him act this way, But she was going to find the son of a @#%$ that was destroying her son and make him pay big time.

At this point Paige and Phoebe entered the Attic to see they're sister sobbing in the corner.

"Piper?" Phoebe said as she ran over to her.

"What happened?" Paige asked

"Chris" She said weakly.

"What did he do?" Phoebe asked concerned.

"He hurts so much" she sniffed "He won't eat, he won't sleep he drinks a bag of coffee a day" Piper said as her sisters hugged her. "He won't tell me what's hurting him"

"Oh honey" Phoebe said.

"He's been acting weird for over a month now, we should do something" Paige said crying at her sister and nephews pain.

"He won't let us help" Piper cried "He's so cold"

"Honey it'll be alright" Phoebe said.

"How will it be okay?" Piper cried "He's my son I'm suppose to protect him, I can't even do that"

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Chris sat at Golden Gate Park. He knew he hurt his mother, so badly. So why didn't he care?. He didn't care that he hadn't slept in months or eaten for that matter. He couldn't sleep, he couldn't close his eyes, without seeing Wyatt as he died. He murderer his own brother. Evil or not it didn't change that fact, he was evil.

He didn't deserve to be alive, what would his mom think when she found out he killed his big brother. She'd never speak to him again He couldn't really blame her either. He couldn't go back to The Manor, he couldn't face his mom or his aunts. He had no money, he had no friends. He had nowhere to go.

"Chris" He heard a voice say.

"Go away Leo" Chris said angrily.

"Not until you apologize, you really hurt Piper" Leo said "She's really scared for you"

"Why?" Chris asked

"Look at yourself Chris, your clothes are 10 sizes to big, I don't want to think about how much weight you've lost, and when was the last time you even slept"

"I don't have to take this from you" Chris said getting up "Shouldn't you be off with your precious Wyatt" Chris said.

"Chris, please" Leo said, Chris flicked his hands and Leo blew up and reformed.

"What was that for?" Leo asked angrily.

"For not leaving me alone" Chris said as he orbed off. Leo stood they're feeling completely hurt that his own son would try and blow him up and scared, scared for the life of his son.

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Leo orbed into the Manor. Seeing Phoebe and Paige speaking the both of them had obviously crying.

"He blew me up!" Leo screamed. "Where is she?" Leo asked.

"She's in your room with Chris and Wyatt" Paige said.

"How is she?" Leo then asked.

"She's been better" Phoebe said.

"How are you two holding up?" Leo asked.

"I'm just worried" Phoebe said.

"Same" Paige nodded "How are you?" she asked.

"I'd be a lot happier if I knew what was wrong" Leo said.

"I think we all will be" Paige said as Phoebe nodded in agreement.

"Do you think I should take the kids off Piper's hands?" Leo asked.

"No, I think she wants to see you right now though" They said, Leo nodded and orbed out.

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"Hey" Leo said.

"Hey" Piper said weakly.

"How you holding up" Leo asked as he picked up Wyatt, Piper was hugging baby Chris.

"Not good" She said "I think Wyatt can sense his pain"

"Tris sad" Wyatt said looking as if he would cry.

"Its alright buddy" He said hugging his son.

"I Just wish I could help him" Piper cried.

"Hey Wyatt wanna play floating blocks with your brother?" Leo asked Wyatt nodded as Leo took them both to the the blocks.

"I just wish he'd talk to us" Leo said as he hugged a crying Piper, if wasn't long to he was crying herself.

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He always hated mirrors. Maybe it was because of the time He and Wyatt accidentally conjured up a mirror demon when they were trying to prove they were brave by doing Bloody Mary. Or maybe it was simply because he hated his own reflection. He stood in the empty public bathroom looking at the reflection he hated so much.

Though his reflection had change. He wasn't the usually scared, lost and angry guy who had the weight of the world on his shoulders. He was the person who took his big brothers life. He knew logically that he did the right thing. He knew logically he saved so many lives from the wrath of his brother. But being good he was cursed with a heart. Everything he was ever taught told him that murderer was wrong.

"God!" Chris screamed he was so confused he slammed his fists against the mirror, shattering the glass. He just ignored his bleeding hands. He had the image of his mothers scared face stuck in his head. He hated her scared face almost as much as he hated her disappointed face. He generally hated the thought of hurting his mother. He knew what amazing person she was. The thought of anyway let alone himself causing her pain drove him crazy.

So what was he supposed to do? Just pretend like everything was fine for her? Actually that wasn't such a bad idea. If he just pretended everything was alright so Piper didn't have to worry.

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Piper flipped through the Book of Shadows as her two sons played they're on version of pick-a-boo one very similar to the one Wyatt played with the Manticore baby. Piper was looking for a spell to take away her son's pain. At this point she didn't care about personal gain or the consequences. Her son was in pain and she had to put a stop to it.

"Damn it!" Piper screamed as she shut the book. Nothing at all though she wasn't shocked. "Damn consequences" She said annoyed

"What about consequences, mom?" Chris asked as he orbed up behind her.

"Chris!" She screamed as she hugged her son. "What the hell is wrong with you!" She said as she pulled away from the hug and slapped him across the head.

"Ouch!" Chris said annoyed as he rubbed his head.

"Don't ouch me" She said "Do you have any idea how much I was worrying about you" She began to say.

"Look skip the lecture mom, your disappointed blah blah blah" He said "I know the lecture by heart"

"Hey let me vent" Piper sighed. "Demon" She said. Chris turned around to see a Cavgrow demon as it through Piper across the room.

"Wyatt Danger" Chris screamed as Wyatt hugged his brother putting his shield up. "Leo!" Chris screamed.

"What?" Leo asked orbing in then seeing the demon. Paige and Phoebe orbed upstairs as they heard the noise. Chris took a deep breath and tried to throw a flame at the demon, but instead he threw a wall of water at him.

"Oops" Chris said as he was flung across the room. Piper blew the demon up from across the room.

"What the hell is wrong with your powers?" Paige asked Chris.

"Nothing" He shrugged as he got up off the floor. "Ouch" He said. Leo walked over to him and healed him then went to heal Piper.

"Nothing?" Paige said "You almost flooded the attic not to mention got us all killed"

"What I can't have a bad day" Chris said.

"You've haven't been having a bad day, more like a bad month" Piper said.

"God, will you get off my back" Chris said getting annoyed.

"Maybe I would get off your back if you just told be something" Piper said back.

"I can't tell you, how many times do I have to tell you that" Chris screamed

"God, stop hiding behind the future consequences excuse, I just wish I could understand what was going on in your head" She screamed back. With a flash both Chris and Piper disappeared.

"Okay where did they go?" Phoebe asked. As Wyatt giggled.

"Wyatt" Leo said walking over to his son's "What did you do?" He asked as Wyatt just smiled.

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"I'm not hiding behind the future consequence excuse" Chris said as he looked around the attic.

"Where are we?" Piper asked as she looked around the attic. It was the same attic but a lot had changed. For one thing it was a hell of a lot bigger. The usual Attic junk was replaced by an organized area for making potions.

"I think were in the future" Chris said.

"Oh" Piper simply said. She watched as the door swung open and a 10 year old and 12 year old ran in.

"Wyatt give it back" the younger child said.

"No, I want to cast a spell on it" Wyatt smiled as he grabbed a small statue of a super hero.

"Don't uncle Jason gave it to me" The little boy cried.

"I'm going to make it better" He smiled "I'm going to bring it to life Chris"

"Why can't your bring your toys to life" Chris said now in tears.

"Because I got the better toys" Wyatt said "I wouldn't want to ruin them"

"I'm telling mommy" He said

"You can't" Wyatt said

"Can too" Chris said "You can't use your powers to bring toys to life"

"Your right" Wyatt smirked as he dropped the toy on the ground smashing it.

"No" Chris said upset

"Oops" Wyatt said.

"That's my favorite" Chris said as he tried to fix the statue.

"What" Piper said as she watched the scene. "Wait, how come they didn't see us?" Piper asked

"I think we should focus on how the hell we got here" Chris said.

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"Demon?" Piper suggested

"Maybe" Chris said

"Well your the Book of shadows junkie" Piper said annoyed

"Doesn't mean I can recite it" Chris replied.

"You mean you weren't trying to memorize it" She said

"I don't think it was a demon" Chris said

"Spell?"

"No, Wyatt and umm baby me" Chris said shaking his head.

"What?" Piper asked

"I don't know time travel is confusing" Chris sighed

"No I mean how Did Wyatt and baby you send us here?" Piper asked

"Combined thought projection" Chris said

"In other words" Piper said confused.

"I don't know what we did exactly but we could project people to a certain memory, does that make sense?" Chris asked

"Not at all" Piper sighed shaking her head "Why would they do this?" Piper asked

"I guess they sensed you wanted to understand what's going on in my head" Chris said shaking his head. "Welcome to my mind" he said.

Piper and Chris were suddenly in an old building were 14 year old Chris and Piper stood with a gang of demons.

"Here we go again" Piper sighed shaking her head.

"I have to get out of here" Chris said.

"Leo, Wyatt, Paige!" Piper screamed as she dodged energy balls and threw a vanquishing potion. Chris was levitating above the demons blowing them up. Until he lost concentration dodging an energy and hit the ground.

"Chris!" Piper screamed.

"God!" Chris screamed as he banged against a magically force field. "Wyatt If you don't fast forward right now I'll hurt you" Chris screamed frantically trying to get out this wasn't a memory he wanted to relive.

"Chris?" Piper asked scared.

As Pipers concern was on Chris the demons took the opportunity to hit her with energy balls.

"Mom!" Chris screamed as he orbed to his mother and out again.

Piper and Chris now moved to the manor but Chris was still freaked.

"DAD!" Chris screamed franticly "Wyatt!" he cried "Anyone please"

"Chris" Piper said weakly.

"Its alright mom" Chris said "Dads coming"

"I love you Chris" She said.

"No, you can't die, please" Chris said weakly as the tears rolled down his face. "Please someone" He cried.

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Phoebe, Paige and Leo stood in the attic.

"Come on Wyatt, bring mommy and Chris back" Phoebe said.

"Tris!" Wyatt said clapping.

"Where is Chris?" Phoebe asked.

"Bock" Wyatt said as he floated a block to Phoebe.

"I don't think your going to get anything out of him" Paige said shaking her head.

"I think your right" Phoebe said as she walked to the book.

"Wyatt wouldn't put them in any trouble right?" Paige asked.

"I don't know" Phoebe sighed "Not on purpose but I don't think he meant to terrorize the city with the dragon he conjured either" Phoebe said.

"I think we just need to find away to get them back" Leo said

"I think only Wyatt can bring them back" Paige said "Just like only Wyatt could vanquish the dragon"

"So what are we meant to do" Phoebe asked.

"I don't know" Leo sighed.

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Chris was sitting on the steps at the manor. It was obvious he was shaken from reliving one of the worst moments of his life. Piper who was carefully looking for signs of a demon walked over to her son and sat next to him.

"I'm Sorry" Are the only words that Piper could say.

"For what?" Chris asked confused

"I'm sorry you had to see that" Piper said

"Its not your fault" Chris told her.

"Still it must of been awful" Piper said

"It was" Chris nodded "Then again it must of been hard to watch your own death" Chris said changing the subject off himself.

"It was weird" Piper agreed

"Are you alright?" Chris asked his mother.

"I'm fine" Piper said obviously shaken from seeing her own death.

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"Your head is a scary place to be" Piper said sadly as thought of everything her son went through. "Sorry"

"For what?" Chris asked confused

"For not being there, for not protecting you" She said sadly

"Mom" Chris said.

"I should of protected you" Piper said

"You did mom" Chris said, "The best you could you were always there for me until" Chris paused looking at the ground sadly "Before you died"

"Oh Chris" Piper said as she hugged her son tightly.

"I love you mom" He said

"I love you too Chris" She said.

"I'm home, Chris yelled as he entered the house dropping his bag to the floor.

"Dad? Wyatt?" Chris yelled as he looked around the manor. He heard a girl’s desperate cry for help. He instinctively sprinted to the backyard.

"Please I don't want to die" A young girl cried as she tried to stand up on her injured legs.

"Really not your choice" He heard a voice, the voice of his big brother.

"Wyatt!" Chris yelled. Wyatt looked at his brother and smirked.

"Nice of you to join us little brother" Wyatt smirked.

"Wyatt what are you doing?" Chris said fear present in his voice. Wyatt smirked as he sent an energy ball on the young woman.

"No!" Chris screamed and looked to his brother "Wyatt what did you just do"

"Nothing" He smirked

"You just killed an innocent, He cried still refusing to believe what he just saw.

"No I didn't" Wyatt smirked "Don't bother telling dad about this, he won't believe you he doesn't care about you at all, no one does". He smiled evilly and walked off leaving his brother in shock.
Piper was shaking as she watch her first-born kill. Chris walked up to her putting his hand on her shoulder.

"You alright mom?" He asked

"He. I can't believe he" Piper said freaked out.

Chris looked at the ground with everything that was happening he had almost forgotten. If Piper was shaken about Wyatt killing an innocent how would she feel about him killing his own brother. He was afraid that this little experiment would reveal some of his secrets to his mother. Things he didn't want her to know.As they were moved to a new location. Chris sighed loudly.

"Here we go again" Chris sighed.

After seeing his brother killing an innocent he need to see Bianca. He orbed into her room.

"Bianca" He said as he turned on the light. He heard people arguing and walked towards the sound.

"Wyatt I can't do this anymore" Bianca cried.

"Don't tell me your falling for my brother" Wyatt laughed

"No, I just" She paused "I just don't want to hurt him any more" She said as she was thrown against the wall.

"I didn't hire you to fall for him I hired you to distract him" Wyatt yelled as he looked up seeing his brother.

"Hello Chris" Wyatt smirked.

"What the hell is going on?" Chris screamed

"Isn't it obvious" Wyatt said "You didn't think she actually loved you know did you brother"

"Chris" Bianca said as she got up from the ground

"Don't talk to me,” He said angrily to Bianca.

"Please just" She began to say.

"Look I can't speak to you right now I can't even look at you, you make me sick" Chris yelled as he orbed out

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Chris walked into the kitchen to see Leo.

"Dad I really need to talk to you" Chris said nervously. Leo just ignored his youngest son.

"Dad its really important" Chris replied. Leo still ignored "Fine your going to ignore but I'm going to talk, you need to listen to me for once you need to believe me" Chris pleaded with his father. "I've told you before that sometimes Wyatt uses magic for personal gain, you just told me I was jealous, but now its really go to far, he crossed the line dad" Chris sighed loudly "He killed an innocent" Chris finally finished.

"You expect me to believe that?" Leo asked laughing slightly

"You have to" Chris replied

"Wyatt already told me what happened" Leo said angrily "What you did"

"Oh so you automatically believe him" Chris said bitterly

"Well he's not the one dating an assassin" Leo yelled "Oh I mean the good daughter of an assassin yeah right" Leo said to his son. This was however was to much for Chris as he clenched his fist Leo fell to his knees and struggled to breath. This was the moment Paige decided to walk in.

"Chris!" She yelled as she ran over to him making him letting go. "What the hell were you doing?" Paige asked

"He...He said I was evil" Chris replied to Paige

"I did not" Leo replied after catching his breath.

"No you just said I killed an innocent, I think that's pretty close" He replied

"Leo?" Paige said in shock.

"I want you out" Leo yelled ignoring Paige "As far as I'm concerned I only have one son" Leo replied. Chris simply orbed out unable to speak.

"What the hell is wrong with you Leo?" Paige screamed

"Paige he killed an innocent and blamed it on my son"

"He is your son, Leo" Paige said "Maybe you should at least try and treat him like a human being"

"Paige he killed a witch" Leo repeated "Then tried to kill me"

"You told him he was evil can you blame him" Paige yelled back

"I'm protecting Wyatt"

"You know if you opened your eyes you'd see Wyatt isn't the angel you think he is" Paige replied "Now I'm going to find my nephew and make sure he's alright, I doubt he is" Paige said leaving the room. Only to bump into a crying Chris.

"Chris" she said weakly. Chris grabbed Paige arm as he orbed them out not able to spend anymore time in that house.

"Oh" Piper said speechless

"Next memory" Chris said hating the fact that Piper had to see that

"Chris I" Piper said but was cut off

"Its fine" Chris said

"No its" Piper began to say

"It was along time ago I'm over it" Chris stated

"Could of fooled me" Piper said as they were pulled into the next memory

A 20 year old Chris is pacing back and forth.

"How the hell Could he do that?" He yelled.

"Chris its no secret he's killed before" Bianca told him

"This is different!" Chris yelled

"Look around Chris look what he's done to the world" She yelled

"He's trying to torture me" Chris said

"Luckily its not working" Bianca said sarcastically

"He killed his own grandfather!" Chris yelled. Bianca simply hugged him.

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Well I know its short but I just wanted to get something up

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"Its a good plan" Chris nodded

"But?" Bianca asked

"But nothing its a good plan" Chris replied

"Oh come on" Bianca sighed

"Just I...I can't face him, I know its stupid" Chris began

"After the way he treated you I can't blame you" Bianca said

"Yeah, I'm just going to take a walk clear my head" Chris said

"Want me to come?" Bianca asked

"I just need some time to process things" Chris said

"Alright" Bianca said understanding "Be careful" Bianca said as she kissed him.

"I know stay in the protected area" Chris sighed at what this world came to.

"Oh wait when was the last time you drank the empath blocking potion?" Bianca asked

"Uh this morning" Chris remembered

"You sure?" Bianca asked

"Yeah" Chris nodded

"Alright"

"Protected areas?" Piper asked

"Do you really want to know?" Chris asked

"Yeah" Piper said

"Areas up there who have extremely powerful protection powers" Chris explained "Its only a small area we could preserve for good witches to stay and not fear for their lives" Chris explained

"Why didn't you stay there?" Piper asked

"Well it was one of the safety houses" Chris explained "With the help of some magical creature, some witches, Bianca and I protected a few areas on earth against him" Chris said "We couldn't do any big areas he was to powerful"

"Oh" Piper said shocked at what Chris had been through.

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Chris was walking among the clouds in a protected area, a little kid ran up to him.

"Chris is the food here?" She asked

"Sorry Sally" He sighed feeling bad "Its getting harder and harder to get food in, we lost three deliverers today" Chris said sadly "I'm going to get supplies today, but I have a lot of bounties on my head I don't know how much I can sneak in" Chris explained "But I'm not sending anyone else to get food" Chris said

"Okay, thanks Chris" She said as she gave Chris a hug and rum to her mother.

"We can't live like this" He finally said looking around at the many families gathered around obviously scared and hungry.

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Chris was still walking in one of the protected areas a women in the classic psychic women's clothes walked up to him.

"Chris" Smiled the women

"Talia" He smiled hugging her

"Thank you for getting the food" She smiled

"Your welcome" he replied

"I have something for you, for your journey" She said handing him the black box and stone he used to bind Wyatt's powers.

"How did you" Chris began to say

"You shouldn't ask questions you know the answers too" She smiled "Its a very rare box that can hold powers leaving him defenseless, if you can't save him"

"Thank you" Chris said

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Chris looked at his cruel brother.

"You don't think much of me brother" Chris said

"Of course, I think nothing of you and you weak ways" Wyatt said

"I'm not the one who can get corrupt like that" Chris said as he was flung against a cave wall. He took a stone out of his pocket as it glowed he smiled

"Can't even take the truth can you brother" Chris smirked. Wyatt smirked as he moved his fingers nothing happened.

"You know I'm surprised you haven't killed a 2 month old yet" Chris smirked "Your love of torture, I should be thankful for, I mean if you didn't take joy in trying to break me down I'd be dead out of your face" Chris smirked as Wyatt franticly tried to use his powers.

"What did you do?" Wyatt screamed angrily


"You don't think I'm that stupid?" Chris laughed as Wyatt lunged at him Chris easily flung him across the cave.

"you may my weakness, my fear of rejection" Chris said "But I know your too" He smiled "Your afraid of being weak, powerless" Chris said fling his brother across the room.

"You can't bind my powers forever" Wyatt smirked
"Maybe not" Chris said as a flame appeared in his hand "But I can stop you"

"You accept me you believe you would kill me" Wyatt laughed.

"I'll do what I have to do" Chris said

"You'll never hurt your own flesh and blood" Wyatt laughed at him.

"Things change" Chris said.

"You'll never change" Wyatt laughed "You couldn't hurt a soul"

"Believe what you want" Chris said "Your the one without powers"

"I'll get my powers back, don't you worry about that" Wyatt smirked. Chris watched as the flame grew in his hand, he enjoyed seeing his brother scared.

"Your right, I don't want to kill you" Chris said "I hate you but I don't want to kill you" Chris said. "You make me sick Wyatt" Chris was getting angry "You had everything, it was never enough, you had dads love, you had everything" Chris yelled "Yet you still had to make my life miserable" Chris said "I don't want to kill you, but I know I have to" Chris said.

"You expect me to believe you" Wyatt laughed. Chris closed his eyes trying to fight tears as he threw the flame, hearing his brothers screams. He opened his eyes and moved to the pile of ash and a brunt skeleton. He took the stone putting it on the ashes

"Goodbye big Brother" Chris said . He took a piece of paper out of his pocket.

"Turns this from whence it came

Send it back through time and space" He said as his brothers skeleton disappeared. He grabbed baby Chris.

"Its alright your okay" He said as he orbed out.

"What did you do?" Piper asked shaken.

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"Mom" Chris said

"Don't call me that" Piper said neither of them noticed they were back in the present time being watched by Leo, Phoebe and Paige.

"Look" Chris said "I didn't want to"

"Kill you brother?" She snapped

"What?" Paige and phoebe yelled unnoticed

"You could of found another way" Piper yelled

"If there was another way I would of found it" Chris yelled back

"You should of looked harder" Piper yelled.

"I did what I had to do" Chris said

"Right so the end justifies the means" Piper said

"You only saw a glimpse of the world I lived in, the world your precious first born created" Chris yelled

"So that justifies murdering my son" Piper said

"If I didn't kill him I'd be dead right now" Chris shot back. "I don't expect you to understand, do you have any idea what its like to leave your home every morning and not know if you'll come back alive, to hear nothing but the cries of the innocents he killed" Chris yelled

"You evil son of a @#%$" She yelled. The words hit both of the hard "Chris I"

"Save it Piper" Chris said as he orbed out
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"No wonder he's been acting so strange lately" Paige said to Phoebe

"Yeah, its just" Phoebe sighed

"I can't believe he didn't tell us" Paige said

"Oh because its just something that pops up in every day conversation" Phoebe said

"Okay good point, but its just so" Paige paused "Wow"

"I know" Phoebe said "I wish we could help him"

"Me too" Paige sighed.
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Chris was sitting on the highest beam of gold gate bridge when Leo orbed in.

"I've been looking for you" Leo said

"You knew I'd be here" Chris said "Welcome to killers hang out" He said sarcastically

"Chris think of all the lives you saved" Leo told him

"I can't" Chris said

"You have to" Leo told him

"Nothing and I mean nothing justifies killing your own flesh and blood" Chris said to him

"Not even the fate of good magic?" Leo asked

"Piper was right, I could of found another way, i could of saved him" Chris told Leo

"You still can Chris" Leo said

"No, I'm not wanted here Piper made it clear" Chris replied

"Chris she was just.." Leo began

"Hurting? Just shocked? Just blowing off steam?" Chris asked "What's the excuse this time?"

"Chris please" Leo said

"Everything she said to me, is everything I've thought about myself, hate myself for this past month" Chris said "It hurts when your mother thinks that about you"

"Piper didn't" He was cut off again.

"Actually you said similar things to me" Chris said "Thought I was evil, thought I killed, you even kicked me out of my own house when I was 17" Chris said "I guess you were right all along, guess I am evil" Chris said as he orbed out leaving Leo looking as if he would cry.

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No one can love you brother, you’re the bad seed the black sheep, no one cares about you

Chris blinked back tears as the words of the people that haunted him his entire life played through his head. He sat on top of golden gate bridge, listening to the voices.

Your right Wyatt didn't have to go through that Because Wyatt would of healed her If you learnt to heal maybe she'd be alive

Chris remember the words that made him hate his father, that caused him years of guilt thinking he was evil a murderer. Leo wasn't wrong though he was a murderer he killed his mother by not being strong enough, by not matching up to Wyatt. Maybe Wyatt was never evil, maybe he just imagined it because he consumed with jealous. Maybe he killed his innocent brother. Maybe Chris was the evil one killing your brother does make you seems pretty damn evil.

"This is insane" Chris finally yelled. He was driving himself crazy, if he wasn't already. He just needed an escape from it all. The thought of jumping of just falling into the traffic crossed his mind more then once. It would be so easy for him to just end it all in a matter of minutes, if he survived the fall he'd probably be run over in seconds.

"I'm weak" Chris said to himself

***********************

"I need to find Chris, Wyatt please orb me to him, mommy made a big mistake" She said as she held Wyatt. "Please" She cried. Piper was still upset to hear of future Wyatt's, though she saw the evil he would do. She was just more concerned about her other son. What the hell was wrong with her? She told her depressed and possibly suicidal son how evil he was.

She saw the life Chris lead, he saw how Chris went through hell and back, yet she told him what he feared, rejected him like everybody else had. She felt she was no better then a psychical abusive parent, The damage she did to her own son could never be healed, it could quiet possibly push him over the edge.

She knew Chris was strong, she knew he was a fighter, but there was only so much anyone can take before going over the edge, she just hoped she didn't push him to hard, she'd never forgive her self.

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Chris paced back and forth at P3. He couldn't stand still he was so angry at himself. He screamed before he grabbed a chair throwing out the glass window. Luckily P3 was closed as rage over took him as tables and chairs flew all over the room with his anger and pain.

"Chris" Paige's voice said. Chris looked up at her.

"Leave" he said as furniture still floated around the room.

"Chris please can you just point the chairs down" She said cautiously

"You here to tell me how bad I am?" He asked bitterly

"No" Paige said "I came to take you home"

"I don't have a home" He said

"Of course you do Chris" She said.

"Piper made it Clear that I don't" He said as he held back tears at the memory.

"And she hates herself for it, she couldn't be more sorry" Paige told him

"Paige just save the speech" He said

"Please just come home and talk to her" Paige told him.

"I killed her son" Chris said

"You killed the worst evil that ever was, you’re a hero Chris" She told him

"Hero's don't murderer" He said "Don't let me justify what I did" Chris said

"You can save him" Paige said.

"No!" He yelled. "I can't do anything!" He screamed

"Chris we care about you we want to help you" She told him.

"I don't deserve help" Chris said as he orbed out as everything finally hit the floor.

[mcharmed21]

Piper was in the kitchen mixing a potion. Leo was pacing back and forth trying to talk Piper out of something.

"Piper, you can't do this" Leo told her

"Yes, I can" Piper said to him.

"Do you have any idea how dangerous this is, how easily everything can go wrong?" Leo asked her.

"I know the risks Leo" Piper told him.

"Do you really?" He asked

"Leo, my son is out there carrying around this unbearable amount of pain and guilt, and I have to do something about it" Piper said.

"By erasing his memory?" Leo asked

"Not erasing his memory, just removing the bad ones"

"Isn't that Personal gain?" He asked

"Maybe but after everything he's been through, everything he's lost don't you think magic owes him peace of mind" Piper said and then looked up at Leo. “You didn’t see his memories, you didn’t see everything he’s been through, if you did Leo, you would be helping me with this potion”<br>
Leo looked up at Piper, was Chris’ life really that bad? He thought.

"Is there any chance I can talk you out of this? Leo asked

"Not a chance" She said.

"Didn't think so" Leo smiled. "In that case anything I can do to help?" As he walked towards her.


Piper walked into the nursery baby Chris was sleeping soundly while Wyatt was awake playing his favourite game, floating blocks. She walked over to baby Chris looked down at the innocent child, a small smile appeared across her face as she looked down at her beautiful son.

Though the smile soon turned to a frown when she though of the older version of Chris. She never wanted the carefree child she watched sleeping, to have the same experiences same memories as the 23 year old had. She kissed him on the forehead.

“I promise you’ll have a different life,” She whispered to him.

********************

“Chris! Please” Chris heard his mothers call though he just ignored it as he sat on the roof of a building, the building he once considered jumping off to end all of his misery.

He still remembered that day clearly; it was one of the worst of his entire life. The day he discovered Wyatt was evil. The day he found the love of his life was originally hired to watch him so he wouldn’t work out what Wyatt was evil. Not to mention the day his father blamed him for the death of an innocent. The day he was kicked out of the house he grew up in, disowned by his father for something he’d never do.

Though now suicide wasn’t on his mind. Though the pain he was carrying was worst the ever before. He had a purpose now. He knew that, he needed to stop Wyatt from become evil. Saving his big brother was the only reason he wasn’t going to jump off.

“I’m not going to let you down Wyatt, I’ll save you” He said not bothering to stop the tears that fell down his face. He heard the sound orbs.

“Go away Leo” He said coldly.

“Its not Leo” A voice said, his mothers voice. He turned around to see Piper holding the tiny version of himself.

“How did you find me?” was his first question.

“You brought me, or at least baby you” Piper said “Did that sound as stupid as I think it did?”<br>
“Wait I orbed?” He smiled

“And found yourself” Piper said this was a weird conversation. “Have you been crying?” She then asked concerned.

“What are you doing here?” He asked changing the subject.

“Helping you” She said as she throw the potions at his feet. Chris blinked for a second. He then looked at Piper, he looked really scared. He then tried to blow Piper up, though baby Chris orbed them out of the way.

“Chris what the hell?” Piper asked scared.

[mcharmed21]

Piper and baby Chris orbed back to the manor. Leo had been waiting for them to get back.

"What happened?" He asked her

"My son just tried to kill me!" Piper said

"What?" Leo asked

"He attacked me, I made him hate me" Piper said

"There has to be a reason behind it" Leo said

"No just my sons true feelings" Piper said looking down at her baby.

"Piper, you can't mess with peoples memories with out consequences, memories make us who we are"

"Now you tell me" She replied

"I tried to you wouldn't listen" Leo said back. "Don't worry Piper We'll work this out"

"I hope so" She smiled again looking down at baby Chris who looked up at them.

"I'm so proud of my little boy for orbing" Piper smiled

"He orbed?" Leo asked excited

"Yeah, didn't you wonder why I orbed back?" She asked

"I was to worried to notice" Leo said "That's my little orber" He said to the baby.

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Chris was looking in a mirror he looked very confused.

"God I'm old" He said shaking his head "Must of been the shape shifter who pretended to be my mother" He said in to the mirror. He heard some one orb behind him he turned around.

"Aunt Paige" He said "I need your help"

"You asking for help, has the world stopped" Paige joked Chris gave her a confused look. "What do you need help with?" She then asked.

"A shape shifter pretending to be my mom, and now I look old!" He said "and you look a lot younger" He pointed out.

"I do?" Paige asked with a smile "Wait, you said you look old?" She asked confused

"I look at least 20!" Chris said back

"Chris your 23" She said very confused.

"What? I'm 14 you know that" Chris said

"It all makes sense" Paige said putting the pieces together.

[mcharmed21]

Paige orbs back into the manor with Chris, she walked Chris to a mirror.

“See Chris your 23!” Paige told him.

“What did you do to me!” Chris shouted, Piper and Leo walked into the room.

“Chris! Thank god your ok!” Piper said going to hug him.

“Leave me alone, get away from me!” Chris screamed at Piper, Piper looked very hurt.

“Chris?” She said hurt

“Your dead!” He screamed at her “I watched you die!” He said

“Chris your in 2004” Paige told him.

“what’s going on?” Leo asked

“Chris thinks he’s 14” Paige explained.

“If I was in 2004 I’d be what 1” Chris yelled

“Please Chris calm down” Paige said as Piper walked out of the room.

“I’m sorry aunt Paige, I’m confused why is the shape shifter after me” Chris asked

“Its ok Chris, I’ll protect you” Paige said she knew he couldn’t convince him he was in 2004, but for now she would just comfort him.


Piper was in the attic, flipping through the book. Leo walked up to her.

“Piper” Leo said softly.

“Can’t talk right now Leo” Piper said

“Piper this isn’t your fault” Leo told her.

“Isn’t it I broke our son!” She said

“No you didn’t Piper” Leo said

“He thinks he’s 14, he thinks I’m dead!” Piper shouted.

“We can reverse it” Leo said

“How come he remembers me dying anyway the potion was suppose to take away his bad memories, does he not care about my death at all?” Piper asked Leo very hurt.

“Of course he cares Piper, maybe it took away every bad memory except his first one” Leo suggested.

“I hope your right” Piper said “but right now we need to fix this” Piper said.


Chris was sitting next to Paige outside, Leo walked outside.

“Paige can I speak to Chris for a moment” Leo asked

“Uh I don’t think Chris wants to talk to you” Paige said as she had been listening to Chris talking.

“Paige” Leo said his eyes pleading. Paige looked towards Chris he just nodded at her.

“Ok” Paige said walking inside. Leo sat down next to Chris.

“If your going to tell me I’m 23 I don’t want to hear it” Chris told him.

“I know its hard to believe” Leo told him.

“Has everyone lost there minds?” Chris shouted.

“Chris” Leo said

“Forget it, I don’t want to speak to you” Chris told him.

“Why?” Leo asked

“Because you blamed him for his mothers death” Paige said, she had been watching the whole thing.

“What?” Leo said

“PAIGE!” Chris yelled, he was about to say something when he heard a crash from inside.

[mcharmed21]

Chris ran inside followed by Paige and Leo. Phoebe and Piper where fighting demons. Chris ran closer. A demon fired up an energy ball and threw it at Piper.

“MOM!” Chris screamed as his body glowed. He orbed out and orbed in front of the energy ball just before it hit Piper.

“Chris!” Piper shouted as he hit the ground, she glared at the demon.

“No one messes with my son!” Piper yelled as he blew the demon up. He reformed and threw another.

“Energy ball, demon!” Paige yelled as the demons as one was hit by an energy ball, the rest shimmered out.

“Leo heal him!” Piper said as she ran to her son’s side. Leo walked over to him as he healed him.

“Mom?” Chris said as he opened his eyes.

“Chris” She smiled kissing his forehead.

“Wait why did Chris save you if he thought you were dead?” Paige asked.

“I think when Chris saw Piper in trouble he snapped out of it” Leo suggested they all looked at Chris.


Chris was sitting outside when Piper walked outside and sat next to him.

“Your quiet the hero today” Piper told him.

“Heroes aren’t killers” Chris said.

“Look Chris I over reacted” Piper began to say.

“No you didn’t you found out your son was murdered” Chris said.

“The son that destroyed the world” Piper said.

“It doesn’t make it ok” Chris told her.

“Chris, What I said..” She began to say.

“Is what was exactly what I had been thinking the last month” Chris said.

“It doesn’t mean I should say it, or that its true” Piper told him “Are you hungry?” Piper asked.

“No” Chris told her

“You have to eat Chris, your losing to much wait” Piper said “Please” Chris nodded.

“Okay” He said as they got up and walked in.

“Chris” She said

“Yeah?” Chris asked her

“Is it ever going to be ok?” She asked him

“I really don’t know mom” he told her.

THE END


Finally finshed though a seqaul is on its way.